the glorious things

i have been dreaming of a day, when finally she ignored me. it may be a good thing as it is also a bad thing. the good thing is that she is finally gone out of my head cuz she ignores me. but sadly, seeing her ignore me makes me suffer more than when i fell for the beauty of her smile. cuz nowadays, i wouldn't be seeing that smile really close even though she is soooo near. i wish i didn't know her, but i was thankful i did get to meet her. even though we hardly talked to one another. just by seeing her smile, i feel like crying. cuz, it's so beautiful, the smile.