last post for 2011 :')

huhh... u knw what i wish for really hard. is if that i could turnback time. i mean like, seriously, i've wasted a lot in 2011 this year. shit, and tomorrow is kinda what i would call the unready destiny. i mean like, those kids who just finished pmr, upsr and such, they dont knw shit yet. but this, this is fate. mortal fate. i wanna cry though i am a man. yes, cry. i admit my defeat,  and i strongly suggest that the kids of tomorrow wont regret like i have rite now on the fall off 2011, this is my post for the second last day of 2011. by next wednesday i'd already be sumwhere i wish i had never entered, never had had so many monents in a year, regret leaving my friends and making new good ones and regrets most of the mistakes i have already done shamelessly. kids, if i were to sit like ted mosbey and talk bout great adventures like he did, i wanted it to be the things i wished i had never done. thinkking wht had happened if i were not to do much of those mistakes. this is dzarif, signing off.

oh yeah, check this out !!

hohoho, i like anime, and one of them are watching this !!  enjoyy !!

AYAM :P

so, i woke up early today. not really :P

i woke up at 9. hehe. early lahh tuh... :P

ssemalam pergi masjid. makan nasi briyani. hehe. sodap kau. :O

makan daging ngn ayam. yeass, AYAM.

harini bangun pagi, breakfast makan apa ? guess lahh. if u love me. heheh.

i ate AYAM for breakfast. AYAM.

tghari... hmm... pergi sembahyang jumaat. hehe, tulis solat kn lagi senang dari sembahyang. apalah ko nih dzarif. 

pastu lepas habis solat kat bawah tuh ada stand jual AYAM on a STICK. hehh. AYAM lagi. makan jugak pulak tuh.

so balik, bapaku belikan nasi kukus dengan apa ? guess...hehehe... AYAMlah apa lagi ...

apa lagi... hmm... byk sangat ayam aku makan nih. smlm punyerr lunch pon include ayam. breakfast semalam jerr aq makan benda aku gilerr suka. IKAN, yess.. IKAN. IKAANN !!!!! 

amazing facts:- out of most mamalia's that had been sacrifice to  be food for the public, AYAm, or CHICKEN is the number 1 in the kesian chain. of course, their are delicious. that's they're fault. heheh.

hirohi takahashi, my hero, well, in manga drawing and storyline lahh

yellow !! i mean literally, i'm really into yellow, its my favourite colour. so, today's file is about what i have been reading for the last few weeks. yess... what is it ? what's the genre ?

wait...wait for it....

jeng,jeng,jeng !!

japanese school delinquents !!

why ? cuz its action packed !! and its filled with style.... i've found 3 lately...

1. its the original literature from Hiroshi Takahashi, you guessed it... he's the creator of crows zero, and this manga is named crows... the origin of crows zero.... suzuran, TFOA and housen is all based from this book !! its a legacy in japan, guess what ? the comicus Zint the creator of under 18 is a fanatic of this manga... thats what i've read so its true !! the story was about bouya, he's a delinquent that transfered to suruzan and climed way to the top little by little after teaming up with hiromi trio. sounds familiar ? yeahh, crows zero story is sooo simlar !!                                    
2. second comic i've discovered was after i bought a figurine in thailand, hat yai to be exact.  

 that guy with the mask... he's the figurine i bought, the leader of smoke-s gang, he's name was kept secret, idk why. oh yeah, this guy was sooo stylish as a figurine that time, i knew i had to find the comic, so i searched the internet. what i found was a manga called QP, a story about a dilinquent named, i cant remember is aa recovered man after rehab school and is working in a gas station. but what he did not expect was his former best friend is now a head of a yakuza organization is bringing havoc to his life after his answer not wanting to be joining his former life. this guy is ugly, strong and he has a heart of a true friend :

3. the newest discovery o mine is actually hiroshi takahashi's second work, which is Worst. it is almost the same background to crows, besause suzuran, housen and also the TFOA gang exists in the story. the thing about how the story goes are about 6 guys staying in the same hostel called the monster house because they were going to school, in the neighbourhood called, suzuran. a while afterthat, they themselves formed a gang to bring justice to suzuran and conquer the school. yeap, the leader of the gang, is a kind hearted but strong hana. he is always joking around and being friendly,, but if you mess with him, u're in it for the underworld.

you wanna know sumthing cool, by the time i wrote bout this is when i found out QP is also from hiroshi takahashi :P

mcd

well, today is tuesday.... yess, i was suppose to go to OU ngn izat but i woke up late !!

why ? maen pc lama sgt tido pon x....

hehe, so i went to see izat at our usual place lahh. 

when i got in, there were so many peeps...

shit, there was her...

a girl i once missed so much throughout the year....

sape ? shaza nuriman. yeapp... hmmm... brrape lama aku rindu, frm the day i left bsd school till the day i finished form four at smt sepang. 

fucking long kn ?shit sial....

nasib baik aku x rindu dier... dierr pandang aku pon x nk, lupakanlahh niat aku nak tegur...

hmm... guess who ada ? resya :P haha, suprised me too. she was with her familia. and i took a smoke, she saw tht too. later kat fb dierr tanya. she didnt knw, she was shocked.

me and izat ? same same, talking bout guy stuff somepie hujan.... then we noticed tht fatin, fatin radzuan was around... she was alone after her friend balik....

so, kitorng pown pergi and talked with her....

i lost my phone, writing this blog and smoking on the rooftop is without a doubt x sama langgsung sensasi nyeww... haihh

i'm in thailand !!! part 1

hohoho... guess what ? i'm in thailand rite now !! well.... semalam bertolak, and so bermalam kat alor setar...
and the story well, sumthing terrile happened. well, sebelum tuh pon ada gak yang teruk terjadi... well, dah sebulan aku tak jumpa wallet gua... cari2 jumpa gak, itu pon nasib... fuhh... pagi tadi(22/12/2011) cari2 phone tak jumpa  !!!! waarrrggghhkkkk !!! cuak nak mampos kau !! akhirnya terkisahlah henpon yang aku dah jaga lama tuh hilang di tanah kedah... iaitu alor gajah... ehh, alor setar.... well, anyway today was okee dokee, penat kau duduk jerr dalam kereta. one thing i like bout thai is that the halal food here is delisioso.... hehe salah eja ... sodap kau !!! yang lain... banyak awek orang puteh la, but the others... bluekk, the thing i really hate bout thai and i really wanna confess rite now is that the land here.... macam2 bau. yess, i did came to thai by car... and we passed through lots and lots of areas, bandr ke kampung ke macam2 bau siot !!! hehh... apalah lagi 3 hari di KRABI ni menanti... esok pergi pulau2 yang ada berdekatan.

scoox crazy !!!

alrite, semalam gua pergi solat isyak kat masjid al mukarramah. tengah2 duduk lepas solat nmpk adik izat. oleh itu, ditanyalah dia diman abangnye...

dia dah bekerja !! woah !! kt mana ? cosway...
yeap. aku ada tanya bapak aku boleh tak bekerja part time... he did not let me :P pity....
but i'm okay with it lahh...
so, i wanted to visit himlahh... jenguk2 luar tingkap kerr... sangatlah jauh berjalan kaki dari masjid ke jalan tanjung....
sampai2 jerr... tengok kat dalam dia x dak 0.O cheehhh keauaii... mungkin masa tuh dia lunch agaknyeww...
anyway, memandang dia x dak, aku pon teruskan berjalan kaki ke mcdonalds...

on the way there of course, i bought some scoox !! hehe, but this one is kinda differ than i've had many times before... they're called creatables... hoho ! why ?? its cuz they are like shoe laces in flavouring !! yumm...
and addictive too !

KUALA LUMPUR.....

gua x prgi tusyen arini.... hehehe.... instead i went to bank negara jln2 wiht my mom and my sister after dierr buat x-ray gigi...mana ? bank negara....

haha, the view of kl ini ok gak waktu2 siang ini.... hehe.

but still, ada isu sikit nk dikatakan kt kl nih...

kisah-kisah :-
1) pompuan yang pakai baju macam separuh bogel shopping tudung 0.o
2)pompuan tak pakai tudung jaga kedai tudung 0.o'
3)pompuan baju macam x cukup kain pergi beli tudung ngan pakwe penkit O.O

wiowowoiwow !!! what the hell ??!! tudung nih bukan stail awek2 !! bukan bahan jualan sahaja !! dan memang bukan untuk cuci bontot !! korang wanita pakai tudung sebab wajib !! memanglah kalo x nak pakai, dosa tanggung sendiri, aku x kisah satu habuk pown... tapi jangan jadikan suruhan tuh untung rezeki tapi sendiri x ikut... sorry, emosional (senyum selalu ! ;D)

moanday....

perrgghh....

sangatlah bosan hari nih... x keluar langsung....

sakai duduk rumah.... makan honey star jerr....

btw, i just drew a new sketch....its nothing much 

and... i just posted tis vid on youtube to tell about today....

hari nih, bangun2 dh lunch.... mak suro cuci tingkap.... nak pasang getah hos tuh bukan maenlama aq rasa nk pergi masuk blk bilik dan tido !! pastu apa lagi, dh habis buat kerja, maen pc arr !! check out these songs btw,.

these songs are kinda bout war..... tetiba teringat pasal perang.... perang ini ada dua sebab sbnarnye... satu sebab agama... bagus lah kan, satu lagi sebab ketamakan..... jika anda ada seorng ketua, siasat dulu niat dia. adakah antara 2 ? jika bkan yang anda setuju, cari lah ketua lain....

satur hari

haaaaiiiii.... hari nih gua x mandi... hehe. bangun2 terus pergi the curve. buat apa ? makan tengahari... yeap. bangun2 dah tgh TGH saturday !! so, tdi makan kt italianese. mestilah sodap ! semalam makan pizza !! another italian !! weee !!! blk2 dh petang... so, to fill up the time, i rehersed an old song from the early day:- the times they are a changin from bob dylan. btw, smlm buat vid. check it out :D and these are drawing of my project, soultaker society

One fine evening...

Yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....................... Kenyang perot den woii !! Huhh... Harini mmg kelas... Mkn best2... Mkn pizza !! Ye larr... Bgi ramai org x de larr hebat sgt mkn pizza je pon. Gila kah nak hebohkan ?? Ini jawapanku,. Gilakah nak comment siallahestuarifuki ?? Anywayss.... Sedap.... :)

It's friday !! And its casualties..

As a male, who is not a boy and u get why, i have to go to the mosque every friday... Well because u knw why and i have to u know wht. Well, what i wanna say here is that of course, u cant talkwhenever u are listening to the khutbah. Haha, the funny thing is that its really important to keep your mouth shut without a sound. One mistake, x dapat pahala... Hahahahahaha !!! I find that amusing. Dont ask me why. So, in order to survive, i came out with a device fasinating enough to talk to someone. Or better yet, my phone... Its fun. U dont even have to talk to someone. Just sit beside him and text. U dont even lose credits, u show your words and walla !

Midnite oil

Okay guys, it's 1 or2 in the morning, i took the ipad from downstairs and online. I couldn't sleep(biasa lah tuh) and now i dunno whut to do. So, masa tgh cuba tidurr tdi, aku berangan sorang2. I was thinking, how bout, aq buat vlog, as in buat video weekly... Why not rite ? Its fun to try new stuff every day, beside tht, aku nih ada byk gak idea kn ? Just thinkng, i am occasionally a part time comedian. Sure, my jokes arent that fnny, but i sure got lots of ideas in my head. Mybe i'll go famous, more famous than the man wh cant be moved.

BTW, PERGI MCD NGAN IZAT SEMALAM ... HAD A BLAST WITH THE GUY, HANG OUT WEEKLY... ITS A COMMON THING FOR US. BOLEH JUGAK LARR DAH BANYAK KALI PERGI MCD. THOUGH SEMALAM, DIERR X DE DUIT, AKU PULAK ADA LIMA RINGGIT JERR... SEBAB LAPAR, SHARE CHEESEBURGER KOWT !! HAHA... HERE RE SOME PICS ROM YESTERDAY...

TODAY IS A NEW DAY

HUHH... I'VE DONE RENEWING MY BLOG. HAHA, IT'S BEEN A WHILE, TADI TGH LEPAK MAIN FACEBOOK TETIVA NMPK LINK ADA SEORANG TUH PROMOTE BLOG DIERR... AKU PON, TERFIKIR LAH' "OH YE X YE, DAH LAMA X BUKAK" SO I DID. HAHA, BRU 17 POST SO FAR... YE LAH KAN, I'M NOT MUCH OF A WRITER... WELL, FROM NOW ON, I'M GONNA POST MRE AND MORE EVERYDAY DURING THIS SCHOOL HOLIDAY :D WELL, WHAT DID I DO TODAY ?? I WOKE UP THIS MORNING AND READY MYSELF UTK TUISYEN. TUISYEN KAT KUALA LUMPUR, PASAR SENI TO BE PRECISED. QUIET FAR LAH, AKU TINGGAL KAT SG.BULOH. SO, I GO THERE BY TRAIN... MASUK KELAS HARI NI KIMIA JERR... PATUTNYER PERGI MATHS SEKALI, TAPI RUPANYE KIMIA TUH 2 JAM STRAIGHT !! PENAT AKU BELAJAR, NASIB BAIK MASUK OTAK PAK CIK TUH AJAR... EHH, GURU. HEHE BERGEGAS AKU HARI NIH, DAH LAH AGAK LAMBAT MASUK KELAS TUH. BALIK PON SATU HAL, CALL RUMAH MASA DAH SAMPAI SB X DAPAT SBB NUMBER DAH CANCEL. CALL NUMBER SENDIRI NASIB BAIK ABANG AKU ANGKAT. YES, I CALLED WITH A PUBLIS PHONE. AND YES, SB IS SUNGAI BULOH. TDI PERGI MASJID SOLAT ISYAK. BORAK NGAN SABER ALL THE WAY LEPAS TUH AND MAKAN FREE. BUT NOW, DAH SAKIT PERUT. ERRGGHH....

i've been gone for a while.

now i'm back. its been a while since i last wrote something. let's see... i've been joining silat... didnt really got to join the competition. the debate team... joined KAT as a recourcer, didnt get any certification though. sang at the MAKA for the best student. well, most teachers know me now, thats good. i'm really good with seniors now. i hang a lot wih them instead of with form 5 students. i fell in love. had a plan to confess, a very cool way. but, i was kinda too late and was kinda too slow, shy, stupid, miserable and a whole lot of reasons to not confess. idk, maybe its just that i'm not that perfect enough, happy enough, educated enough, strong enough, brave enough to fill her life with my comfort. i realize that everyday. i'm losing myself, my education, my family, and my happiness is falling apart. i dont think its time for me to feel romance in this age. but still, there's no other like her, and i might not see her again next year. i gavve up confessing. but i wont give up loving her. even if she doesnt want it, i'll show her that i care bout her. funny, basicly in this so called diary is just filled with my feelings towards a female.

what a week !!

ohh man... i've been doing lots of stuff taking parts in cultural and english activities. some of them were the debate team and another is the
'sajak dan nyanyian' for smt sepang !! the debate team, i was selected for smt sepang for the coming weeks. the 'nyanyian' thingy, some say i got it already, though i'm still waiting for the results. well, there was this so-called 'rombakan kelas'. my class which is 4ka1, was turned to 4ka4 at first. but then, it turns out that only the top 10 got the 4ka4. mula2 cuak, rupenyerr x de perubahan pown. chehhkai. kinda missed home after a week of holiday. well, it wasnt much but you dont get to go home for a week oftyen do you ? it's fun being in this school, it's just sometimes inside it felt like i just wanna go home !! it may also be the reason i kept myself occupied in this school. still, i'm gonna keep going foward, and well, chiil out in this situation.

I've been gone too long, I forgot to tell bout all my adventures !!

Well, the first thing tht u guys gotta knw is tht I'm no more a bsd student. Nw, I'm a student in TS. No, I'm not a guy who works in time square !! I'm a student in Sekolah Menengah Teknik Sepang. Yeap, it's a boarding school, nag I have to pay my rents, just kidding. I knw, it's not tht funny, but, who cares rite ? It's my blog :D as I was suppose to write in this blog, was tht I got 4a's and 4b's. Well, it,s kinda bad, I know, but it keeps me from not staying in boarding school. It has been a while since I post something Huh ? I hope I can manage his blog and make it shine again :D nurul amirah ? Dead news, idk anymore bout her, I never cared actually. Girls in my life ? Still searching... Found one actually, but she turned me down. Huh, I knw, u feel my pain... My friends ? Still in contact, but some of them I rather not cuz their all stuck ups, with shit coming out of their ass !! My education now... Not much to tell, well, I'm taking civil engineering, and it's kinda cool actually. My life seems pretty sober nowadays. I'm not rained by emotions when looking at hayatie now, but I am still a little shy on talking to her.actually, make that a big piece !! Cuz she's an angel, and my words goes down the uvula when I see her. It's too hard just to talk to this angel !! But, my life is fine, and I have nothing more to talk about, just wishing I could have a Vespa as my ride someday.

1 week's never enough !!!

Seriously, sekejap sgt holiday aq nih, tomorrow I'm goin back to TS, and I haven't even get to make. Time to meet shaza. Entah, dierr x nk layan aq agaknya. Still, I had a lot of fun these past few days. Got to meet my frens, got to do stuffs no one wants to know, unless if I have a secret admire, or a friend that doesn't exist. I went to taiping, the whole day today and yesterday was just about the road. Speaking bout the road, I kinda think that the road and life, ain't that different. Ure a car, the road is u're life, the gas station is u're place to stop by, which would be this world, and u're petrol/gas, would be the u're 'ibadah'. Don't u think so too ?? I was skyping with my friend these couple of days, it made me realize there's so much to talk about and so little we know. For tht, blogging is a way to increase knowledge. Cool huh ?? The Internet is a big book of everything don't u knw ?? My dad kept telling me to google something thts readable. Cuz, these days, the people only make Internet their no.1 priority cuz of social networking. I agreed with my dad, but hehh.. I'm apart of those wasters as well actually. So, m gonna try and work something out, and follow wht my dad had in mind. Now, I'm just gonna finish my spm days doing wht spm students are suppose to do.